I awoke in curiosity, wondering how to “focus” on what needed to be done this day. I tapped in to what my whole body wanted being quite different leading me to a book my Mom had bought me years ago. I wish it had a date, but it was just signed

To Gina,
Love, Mom

I believe the universe sends us signals, guiding us to what we most need or want.
Today, the universe sent me a clear message and invitation.

My invitation to you, is to pause
Take a moment to take a slow, deep inhale (maybe lowering your shoulders), repeating as many times until you feel your whole-body. Open to see what wants to download or what Ah-ha’s are possible in this moment.

A buinocular view at my current reality; choosing to end an intimate relationship.

How do I leave someone I love?

How do I leave someone I see myself growing old with?

How do I do alone “again!”

Am I that “cat lady”

_______________  your story, fear or excuses that shift you out of Integrity

He was involved in a messy divorce for nearly five years when we met. I committed to be invisible wjile child custody was going on, to not affect his outcome. I did not take in to consideration how this would affect my outcome.

When I would tell him about my thoughts, he would say, “Can’t you make up better thoughts“, so I began to think maybe I was crazy. I was willing to devalue myself to have the chance of being loved by him.

I’ve learned that I am not willing to beg to be loved nor fight for someone’s attention.

I learned I can be in a relationship and not lose myself. I’m learning to trust myself, and today of all days the universe hands me a book titled, “Growing in Grace”

Much Love,
Gina

Photo Credit: @shotbycerqueira
For more affirmation, Genesis 2:8-25